I have to pay for repairs for a car that I shouldn’t have bought in the first place that I’m probably still not going to be able to drive that I won’t be able to sell.
I have to pay for insurance on said car that I cant drive.
My license is about to be suspended unless I pay a ticket so I might not be legal allowed to drive my undrivable car.
I just got the $9,000 bill for the last car that I had.
I’m a horrible big brother and a lousy son and a mediocre grandson. At best.
I am upsetting the one woman I care about by mvojg back home to try and be with the woman I love who doesn’t want to be with me.
Im a fat personal trainer.
But hey I still try to have a smile on my face…
I’m healthy and alive and have a small group of people who really love me.
Sorry just had to vent.
Tonight is the last night that I will drink to the point that I can not drive. If I break this promise with myself then I will not drink one sip of alcohol for 3 months.
If I break that promise, then I am not a man.